Dependant on you

How many times have I stayed up late hoping to catch you online before dozing off. My eyes slowly turning black with exhaustion but I didn't care as long as I got to talk to you. 

I didn't notice you were a poison slowly corrupting my body. Draining my energy, sucking away my soul. Your smiles used to give me energy and happiness slowly turned to droopy-eyed slumber. 

The mornings were harder to wake up every morning and I wished continuously that I never stayed up late. But it was too late to change. Because I was already addicted to you. Because you were my drug. 

And you were slowly killing me from the inside.